I Need It…..

You walk through the door and I’m patiently waiting on the floor for your entry. The impatience within to see it, hold it, caress it and taste it is overwhelming. It’s been over a month since I last saw you and I’ve died a million slow deaths without your cock. I’m on my knees and you slide your fingers against my face as you stand in front of me. I lean in to your hand as my hands slowly open up your belt, open up your pants and reach in to pull your cock out. It’s already hard because you know what’s coming. I see the grin plastered all over your face. You know that I’m about to devour you whole. 

You lean against the desk in the room and wait. My mouth opens wide and I take the entire head in. My need for the smell and taste has no mercy. You look down on me as I slide my entire mouth down to the base. I slide back up and the air gives way to a sensation as it hits your shaft. Your hands now grasp the desk that’s behind you and I can see that you want this just as bad. I slide down once more to the base and the unadulterated groan that escapes you makes my pussy gush with wetness. My hands come up and like a symphony plays with your balls at the right vibration and pressure. The words ‘fuck me’ escape your lips and now my face holds a grin despite having your cock shoved all the way down my throat.

I take my time, licking the undershaft, sucking the head, savoring every bit of skin and engulfing it down my throats to the point of breathlessness. You haven’t touched me since you walked in from fear I’ll stop and I see it in your eyes. I know you want to take over and take control. I stare at you and say ‘do your worst’. You gather my hair from my nape and bundle it in your hand while the other hand wraps around my neck. You restrain my breathing and at the same time make sure I’m gagging from the depth you’ve pushed my head down your cock. The saliva drops from my mouth when you allow air to flow again, and then again you restrict my breathing. I am in awe of your dominance and I welcome and embrace it. 

I continue my assault on your cock with my lips and tongue. You lose yourself in the moment and while still holding my hair you release your deathly grip of my neck and surrender to the feelings. Your neck falls back and the low growl is enough to tell me that I have you close and almost at the precipice. I strengthen the pull and the suction in my mouth and then grab your ass. I pull you deeper into my face as if it were at all possible. You look down directly in my eyes and I see your emotions plastered everywhere. You can’t hold back and I look back at you giving you and making you feel the assurance that I’m not going to stop. Both of your hands come to my head and the rumble that stirs from within your throat becomes a strong and loud growl and you pump your cock releasing your venom down my throat ……

My Exquisite Muse Mr. Crossfit 4

I can still smell you in my mind and taste you in my mouth. I can feel your hands on my ass spreading my cheeks and biting hard, nibbling soft, biting again but harder. The pain is oh so terrifying and yet so liberating. I’m getting excited and wet. I’m scared the skin will break and expectant it will but it doesn’t. We are building a sexual trust and I’m loving giving in. The fear and excitement both together as one. My pussy is throbbing with a deep desire to feel you inside me and it’s like you can read my mind because your fingers start to massage my lips and your face sinks deep within my folds. I’m trying to touch you and grab you from behind me but I’m so far gone with desire and wanton that I quickly try to desist. The burning sensation and desire within the pit of my stomach is making me weak. I need you so bad. Your impatience with my hands at their attempt to grab you comes to head and you grab both my arms. In a swift movement you slide deep within me from behind. You slide in effortlessly because my pussy is wet from the foreplay. There’s a tingling sensation that travels to the base of my spine. It’s a desire so deep I just want to lose myself in it. Your thrusts are so deep and so forceful; slow and mechanical so I don’t miss a single feeling. My moans get stuck in my throat from so much want. I want to scream and release this immense sensation. I try to turn around but you won’t let me. I know it’s because of the depth you are achieving. It’s hard to stop when it’s so fucking delicious. Time stands still and time goes fast, before I realize I’m on the precipice and it’s a sensation I want to relish in… I go over the mountain edge and my brain function is diminished tenfold. I just want to bask in this warmth within me but you don’t stop and I’m amazed at your virility. I shouldn’t though, your body is that of a god. It’s perfect in all angles; like a temple and your pen name for me is Mr. Crossfit after all… I turn around and kiss you. You kiss me back with tenderness and it’s just what I need at the moment. Now I just want to devour you. My tongue darts out to taste myself on you and it’s such a turn on. You grab my hair and pull me up to you, our eyes do this dance as our tongues collide with one another. You lay down and just stare at me as I nuzzle my body in between your legs. I can still smell the desire in you that hasn’t been released. My senses are so keen with you. I suck gently on your balls and my mouth tugs on them. It’s like your my last meal and I want to take you all in. My tongue slides all the way up your underside and I look into your eyes. I’m anticipating my own actions and becoming more aroused which I find isn’t even possible. I’m still trying to come down from the blissful mind blowing orgasm. My tongue makes it all the way to the glorious head and I envelop it with my lips. It’s taste is succulent. I suck on the head gently when all I want is swallow it whole. I slide down slowly until my lips touch the base but I want more. Your head touches the back of my throat and I simulate swallowing with my throat. It gives it an extra sensation deeper inside my mouth. You grab my head and attempt to keep me there a bit longer and I start to gag; what a glorious feeling. Now I can’t breathe so I come back up for air. When I’m able to get some air I go back down and simulate my mouth fucking you slowly. I look at you and your eyes are closed, such a fucking turn on to know I can bring pleasure to you on this level…..

Mr. C.O.

In life people cross your path to leave an imprint sometimes negative and other times positive. He was different and I now know why. Despite his situation I wish someone would love me and be committed to me the way he is with her. He’s caring for her because she is sick despite the fact that she doesn’t remember him. But that will never happen. I’m successful, own my home and car but I’m not worthy of anyone’s love. It’s just not in the cards for me. Successful women never get the good men. Truth is the losers and crazies always get the good men and then they tear them down to have them now hate women or simply treat women differently.  C. O. could have been a great summer fling but now he is just another booty call. 4/22

My Exquisite Muse Mr. Crossfit 2

The sensation returns to the pit of my stomach. I close my eyes and I try to replay so many details. I remember so many and yet it was so much in one day, many details escape me. I remember the 69 with him on top because he was fucking my mouth. I couldn’t breathe but I didn’t care. He was trying to grind into me and I was trying to gain control with much difficult. My hands were on his ass and I was relishing in total desire and satisfaction. 

His smell is something that’s embedded in my nostrils. God he smelled so fucking good it was like I wanted to inhale him. When he came on my stomach, I spread my fingers over it to taste and and I couldn’t believe how good he tasted. Full disclosure I hate that taste but I just knew it would be different with him and it was. Fuck I want him again so fucking bad. 

I’ve had so many countless lovers and somehow he’s made his way to the top of that long list. I never thought that possible. 5 orgasms in one day, how can I not crown him the best ever. His hands so methodical and his mouth so full of tender caresses all over my body, his manhood guided by his skillful fucking of women. A god in all descript yet still just a man.

180degree

A few weeks can change a person so drastically. I experienced a heartbreaking ordeal in 2016 which would forever change the woman I had become. I wanted love and a home with a white picket fence and maybe a dog with a big family but God looked down at me and laughed. I did everything right in life except maybe I was always too independent. I was always in charge but it was because deep down I wanted a man to see what an asset as a woman I was. It backfired on me. I got a career, a home, a car yet I live alone with no one but my shadow. Men don’t want me because I can’t give them children and I’m just not a ‘girl’. I’m too aggressive I’ve been told. It’s crazy how one day you feel you are doing everything right and when you look back you realize you did everything wrong. Maybe I shouldn’t have aspired for so much and then maybe I would have been more marketable for a man. The truth is that i no longer care. All I want today in life is to find men that will give me physical pleasure and be content with just that. #Loveless #FuckLove #MenWantWeakWomen #ImTooAggressive #FuckMen #IonlyNeedTemporaryWarmth #LoveIsOverRated